I am the girl that needs to feel wanted to be happy, and I will do anything to get to that place. Here are some anecdotes and rants from my life as an attention whore as I strive to obtain the perfect body.

sw: 122
cw: 112
gw:95

height: 5'1

15th February 2011

Photo reblogged from 「 Light as feathers ♥ 」 with 213 notes

Source: light-as-feathers

9th February 2011

Photo reblogged from Techno for Tom boys with 11 notes

9th February 2011

Photo reblogged from I just want to be happy with 23 notes

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7th February 2011

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goals.

So my starting weight this morning was about 113…that just shows how much I fail given that my starting weight when I made this tumblr was lower than that.  Anyway, my plan is to drink at least 4 liters of water/day, weigh myself each morning in my underwear and bra, and after the 5 days i’ll break into a raw food diet + exercising 4x/week. any encouraging words would be greatly appreciated =)

7th February 2011

Photo reblogged from Quoteskine with 265 notes

quoteskine:

GPOYW - The Creep Edition

quoteskine:

GPOYW - The Creep Edition

7th February 2011

Photo reblogged from Journey to Negative Infinity with 2,368 notes

Today I’m starting my 5 day fast. It’s not so much an attempt to lose weight, more of an exercise of self control.  I’ve been seriously FAILING when it comes to self control in almost every area of my life and that really needs to change.  I really need to do this, just to prove to myself I can, that I AM the one in control and I can have anything I want if I just push myself hard enough.  I don’t want a frail body, my ultimate goal is to have THIS body, and I WILL get it, I just need some fcking willpower!!!!

Today I’m starting my 5 day fast. It’s not so much an attempt to lose weight, more of an exercise of self control.  I’ve been seriously FAILING when it comes to self control in almost every area of my life and that really needs to change.  I really need to do this, just to prove to myself I can, that I AM the one in control and I can have anything I want if I just push myself hard enough.  I don’t want a frail body, my ultimate goal is to have THIS body, and I WILL get it, I just need some fcking willpower!!!!

3rd February 2011

Photo reblogged from princessleia with 375 notes

i want this SO BADLY. i’m not eating for the next 7 days.

i want this SO BADLY. i’m not eating for the next 7 days.

Source: tinyangel27

1st February 2011

Photo reblogged from I just want to be happy with 1,164 notes

coffeeandhungerpains:

wasted-steph:

Does this define anyone else’s life, like, perfectly?

Do it because food does not satisfy you. The perfect body does <3

coffeeandhungerpains:

wasted-steph:

Does this define anyone else’s life, like, perfectly?

Do it because food does not satisfy you. The perfect body does <3

Source: highboys

15th January 2011

Photo reblogged from Skinny is beautiful with 846 notes

i can&#8217;t wait to be able to wear crop tops

i can’t wait to be able to wear crop tops

Source: badgirlsgoeverywhere

30th December 2010

Photo reblogged from i want to be beautiful with 2 notes

I miss cutting

I miss cutting

Source: strongerdaybyday